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i can always pick up books
in the search of what I need
but that doesn’t help me any
if you’re impossible to read
so if you love me, if you love me
come clean
these monsters in my closet
are watching over me
the days are getting shorter
and at night it’s hard to sleep
the combination of all of this
is the death of everything
so if you love me, if you love me
hurry
because i don’t think that wasting
a second of this time
would benefit the outcome
of the life i had in mind
i'll refer to you as my special love
the one that set me free
so if you love me, if you love me
come clean
waiting around until things grow old
i’m feeling lost in towns that were my home
and if everything was easier before
then we’ll go back to who we were
so i’m picking up a book
in the search of what i need
from religion, to fiction
being lost about at sea
and all I can imagine
is being brushed against your cheek
so if you love me, if you love me
come clean
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fall is here, hear the yell
back to school, ring the bell
brand new shoes and walking blues
climb the fence, books and pens
i can tell that we are gonna be friends
i can tell that we are gonna be friends
walk with me, suzy lee
through the park and by the tree
we will rest upon the ground
and look at all the bugs we found
safely walk to school without a sound
safely walk to school without a sound
here we are, no one else
we walked to school all by ourselves
there's dirt on our uniforms
from chasing all the ants and worms
we clean up and now it's time to learn
we clean up and now it's time to learn
numbers letters, learn to spell
nouns and books and show and tell
at playtime we will throw the ball
back to school, through the hall
teacher marks our height against the wall
teacher marks our height against the wall
we sit side by side in every class
teacher thinks that i sound funny
but she likes the way you sing
tonight i'll dream while i'm in bed
when silly thoughts go through my head
about the bugs and alphabet
and when i wake tomorrow i'll bet
that you and i will walk together again
i can tell that we are gonna be friends
yeah i can tell that we are gonna be friends
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bruno mars - count on me
02:41
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if you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
i'll sail the world to find you
if you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
i'll be the light to guide you
find out what we're made of
when we are called to help a friend in need
you can count on me
like one two three
i'll be there
and i know when i need it i can
count on you
like four three two and you'll be there
cause that's what friends are supposed to do oh yeah
oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh
oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh
if you're tossing and you're turning and you just can't fall asleep
i'll sing a song beside you
and if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
everyday I will remind you
find out what we're made of
when we are called to help our friends in need
you can count on me like one two three
i'll be there
and i know when I need it I can count on you like four three two
and you'll be there
cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
oooh, oooh
yeah, yeah
you'll always have my shoulder when you cry
i'll never let go, never say goodbye
you know you can count on me like one two three
i'll be there
and i know when i need it i can count on you like four three two
and you'll be there
cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
oooh, oooh
you can count on me cause i can count on you
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all i am is a man
i hate the beach
but i stand in california with my toes in the sand
use the sleeves of my sweater
let's have an adventure
head's in the clouds but my gravity's centered
touch my neck
and i'll touch yours
you in those little high waisted shorts oh
she knows what i think about
and what i think about
one love, two mouths
one love, one house
no shirt, no blouse
just us you find out
nothing i really want to tell you about
no
cause it's too cold whoa
for you here
and now
so let me hold both your hands
in the holes of my sweater
if i may just take your breath away
i don't mind if there's not much to say
sometimes the silence guides our minds
to move to a place so far away
the goosebumps start to raise
the minute that my left hand meets your waist
then i watch your face
put my finger on your tongue
cause you love to taste yeah
these hearts adore
everything the other beat's hard for
inside this place is warm
outside it starts to pour
coming down
one love, two mouths
one love, one house
no shirt, no blouse
nothing i really want to tell you about no no
cause it's too cold for you here
so let me hold
both your hands in the holes of my sweater
cause it's too cold whoa
for you here
so let me hold
both your hands in the holes of my sweater
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the mirror's image
it tells me it's home time
but i'm not finished
cause you're not by my side
and as i arrived i thought i saw you leaving
carrying your shoes
decided that once again i was just dreaming
of bumping into you
now it's three in the morning
and i'm trying to change your mind
left you multiple missed calls and to my message you replied
'why'd you only call me when you're high?'
'hi, why'd you only call me when you're high?'
somewhere darker
talking the same shite
i need a partner
well are you out tonight
it's harder and harder to get you to listen
more i get through the gears
incapable of making alright decisions
and having bad ideas
now it's three in the morning
and i'm trying to change your mind
left you multiple missed calls and to my message you replied
'why'd you only ever call me when you're high?'
'why'd you only ever call me when you're high?'
'why'd you only ever call me when you're high?'
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she asked me son when i grow old
will you buy me a house of gold
and when your father turns to stone
will you take care of me
she asked me son when i grow old
will you buy me a house of gold
and when your father turns to stone
will you take care of me
i will make you
queen of everything you see
i'll put you on the map
i'll cure you of disease
let's say we up and left this town
and turned our futures upside down
we'll make pretend that you and me
lived ever after happily
she asked me son when i grow old
will you buy me a house of gold
and when your father turns to stone
will you take care of me
i will make you
queen of everything you see
i'll put you on the map
i'll cure you of disease
and since we know that dreams are dead
and life turns plans up on their heads
i will plan to be a bum
so i just might become someone
she asked me son when i grow old
will you buy me a house of gold
and when your father turns to stone
will you take care of me
i will make you
queen of everything you see
i'll put you on the map
i'll cure you of disease
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dip me in promethazine
i don't want to leave
watch me burn so slowly
in heaven i'm deceived
living in a failed life
looking for a way out
drown me in your apathy
hold me in your misery
persecute my children
they're hanging on the wall
gratefully forgiven
as they take the fall
living in a failed life
not looking for a way out
drown me in promethazine
i don't want to leave
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flatsound - spiders
00:48
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last night i had another one of those dreams,
the ones where you constantly wake up only to realize you're still dreaming.
i saw spiders in my sheets - the fear had woken me up.
i jumped out of bed and noticed the spiders were still there biting at my feet - the fear had woken me up.
i jumped out of bed, checked my sheets, checked my feet, looked my brother in the eyes and started telling him about my terrible dreams.
he then fearlessly pointed at the two enormous love making spiders behind me taking up most of my wall with their screaming bodies.
it sang to me in the key of guns guns guns guns guns.
the fear had woken me up once more.
i lied there long enough to notice an awful pain in my stomach.
if your chest was a wall i'd punch a hole through it
you're so much prettier than you mothers maiden name
her whore name, the name she embraced as a whore.
i want to watch you rot.
but i know the pain my stomach is still going to be there when i wake up, so what's the point?
i'd rather go back to sleep and watch those spiders fuck.
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i wanna get high with you in my room
i want it to rain
i wanna stay in bed today
i will change my name
i'm counting down the weeks til you
until you come home
a miracle's gonna come save me
it's the only way
i wanna build a place in you
where i can be made new
i wanna sleep until it ends
i won't make new friends
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you said take the violin that you hang on your wall
stick it under your bed before it crumbles and falls
just don't open your eyes before counting to ten
i can hardly remember just the smell of your hands
as they danced on my body running over my pores
with the force of a steering wheel crushing my bones
said you smell like the devil but you feel like the lord
when i think of perfection you know i'm thinking of your voice
when you tell me you don't call him your baby
cause that was the name that you rightfully gave me
and it's foolish to share with someone else
my heart goes bum bum bum bum bum
bum bum bum bum bum
but you admit that you're lonely you're as cold as a statue
pleading 'fuck me' on the marble that was used to create you
i can't stand that you're talking when you shouldn't be living
i didn't dodge all your bullets just denied that they hit me
when my body is bleeding i won't admit that this hurts
cause admitting isn't fixing so then what is it worth
so to say you're unhappy is like saying you're sorry
it's nothing that i care to hear
bum bum bum bum bum
bum bum bum bum bum
bum bum bum bum bum
bum bum bum bum bum
now the tears in your jeans are the holes in your armor
you're the thoughts that i've feared you're the mountain i've conquered
if i told you i loved you would you reach out and touch me
you taste like the ocean and your body's disgusting
the only reason you breathe is to sleep through the night
the only reason you speak is to tell me i'm fine
the only reason you breathe is to sleep through the night
the only reason you speak is to state that you're mine
my heart goes bum bum bum bum bum
bum bum bum bum bum
bum bum bum bum bum
bum bum bum bum bum
bum bum bum bum bum
bum bum bum bum bum
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11. |
teen suicide - oh my god
01:39
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you follow me
everywhere that i go
you're in my dreams
oh my god
you're haunting me
you're in the air
you're in my head
oh my god
can't be still
even in my bed
and oh my god
you're in my head
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another turning point
a fork stuck in the road
time grabs you by the wrist directs you where to go
so make the best of this test
and don't ask why
it's not a question but a lesson learned in time
it's something unpredictable but in the end is right
i hope you have the time of your life
so take the photographs and still frames in your mind
put them on a shelf and in good health and in good time
tattoos and memories and dead skin all on trial
for what it's worth it was worth all the while
(x3)
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spooky sadness is an independent music project primarily active from 2013-2014.
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